Yes... I've been such a lazy bum these past few days. I want nothing but just lying on my bed. But I can't do that. I need to get up and get going. Being a lazy bum won't get you anywhere.

I should get up soon and start doing what I've been planning all week : visit friends, finish up the project paper, make some enquiries.

Maybe later. Ho-hum

Sometimes I feel like what I have to say holds no weight at all with other people. As if I'm talking to a brick wall or you know someone who doesn't care what I'm saying at all. I feel almost like I'm unappreciated sometimes. It's not that I feel like I'm so great and everyone hates me for it or something egotistical like that. More along the lines of trying to be helpful and I end up being white noise in their ears.

I try to be nice too, and most of the time people are nice back. It's hard when that other person isn't so nice or doesn't value what you did for them. Then it almost makes it harder to be nice to that person. I don't really know what I'm talking about. Well actually I kind of do. Sorta.

Basically, I don't like being walked all over, and I'm not going to put up with it. I can be just as rude and impolite and mean as everyone else if not more so. Eh, whatever. I'll just try to not let it get to me as much and irritate me.

Happy Valentine's Day, baby.
Thank you for making everyday a special day.
I love you always. Love, kisses and hugs.

I can't say I'm a reckless guy, because I am careful, but I am a risk taker and I can be daring. One of my most daring stunts that I have ever done was joining a teenaged modeling contest in my mother's country of the Philippines (I'm half German half Filipino). I got into the finals, didn't win the title but I was one of the runner ups. The experience and exposure boosted my career and now I'm doing tv commercials and magazine ads. I hope to get into acting someday, but I'm enjoying my career as a model.


   

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We meet again one dreamy night
Of emerald green on midnight's shore
Warm waves reflected in the light
Of silver moon forevermore.

I listen to your soaring voice
That echoes cross the sapphire waves
And causes my heart to rejoice
For music of the sea, it craves.

In this Aegean dream, we play
This magic beach of windswept sand
In pale moonlight, we've lost our way
Here where the ocean meets the land.

Sweetheart, your poet ways
Through endless dunes, you lead me on
Way past the rocks, lost in a daze
Enraptured by your mermaid song.

I find it fascinating that some of our biggest heroes could have been at the time of their existance, and if they had been alive and doing their 'thing' today, the biggest tyrants ever, I mean of course my two favorites, Alexander the Great and Ghengis Khan.

Now, I admire these guys, but isn't it strange how we have no problem with the widespread takeovers and destruction these two guys caused? We admire them, we love them, we study them in history because they through their own will and leadership lead their armies and somehow took over more land than any others in history. I think it would be a much different world if we considered every army that ever invaded another as the tyrants, and the defenders that lost as the good guys.

But we don't, we don't cheer for the losers. We don't even remember their names.
Name several Chinese districts that Ghengis took over.

Or name a few nations other than Greece and Persia that Alexander decimated (Egypt doesn't count either).

In a way, we are addicted to winners, no matter how bad they are sometimes.
Do you consider Alexander the Great or Ghengis as bad or good guys, and if so, why?